Flesh, Bone And Weakness

Shades drawn across
No light may enter
In my moment of weakness
And this world is bearing down
So hard to clear my mind
Why do i persist?
Ill endure another day
Its just so hard to resist
And i cant continue on
So hard to clear my mind
To see the thoughts i wish were true
My face versus the stone
And i blame myself
Plague my mind with these insecure thoughts
Whispers in the back of my head
Telling me its all wrong
Why do i persist
Ill endure another day
Why do i persist
As self loathing strangles me
Push past the veil of helplessness
Love cant catch me, not today
Take your hand and just surrender?
Its just not worth it
Why do i persist
Ill endure another day
Why do i persist
Self loathing strangles me
But ill endure another day