Stage 4 Fear of Trying

if i face my fears
would my skies be all but clear?
probably not
then again
i’ve always held my doubts so close to my heart
that these frames have trapped all my better days
there they stay
frozen and unscathed
though i’ve traveled far
i’ve been back to the start
and i found some scars in places i have never shown to anyone
i don’t know why it took so long to get back home
“if you could hear the dreams i’ve had my dear…”
yea i know you’ve heard that line before
but if i had the chance to scream all the things i’ve underlined…
you’d find i’m a thief
but my taste is so refined
i traveled far
i reached for the stars
but those stars don’t reach back
they’re better left alone
everyone will tell you
i never felt more alone than when i fell
so i don’t know why it took so long to get back home
i’ve traveled all these miles just to get back home