Carcinogen Crush

Speechless
I read the words between your lines
In isolation, silence separates
I wept as I heard you speak the words I know you didn't write
But I believe you believe them because you spoke them again in my dreams last night

I swear to you I'm not the one

Take a bow, for you performed exquisitely
And though the millions scream,
I'll know you'll see each subtlety is understood by me
I would be as devout as the high school sweet-heart that I never had...I swear.

I swear to you I'm not the one
So if you are confined to me,
I swear that you will be so lonely

??? of grace will fill me
??? just kill me

I swear to you I'm not the one
So if you are confined to me,
I swear that you will be so lonely
Dream-like