What Now

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
涩涩酸楚的鼻子 涩涩发紧的喉咙
I shouldn't be crying, tears were for the weak
我不应该流泪 眼泪是留给弱者的
The days I'm stronger, now what, so I say
一路走来 我更加坚强 不曾软弱 但
But something's missing
强势之路 有得有失
Whatever it is, it feels like It's laughing at me
不管遗失的是什么 总感觉它在透过双面镜
through the glass of a two-sided mirror
讥讽嘲笑着我
Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me
无论是什么 它一直在嘲笑着我
And I just wanna scream
我只想声嘶力竭的呐喊

What now? I just can't figure it out
该如何 我已束手无策
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (wait it out)
该如何 也许时间才是解药
What now? Whoa, what now?
该如何 该如何

I found the one, he changed my life
本以为是他改变了我的生活
But was it me that changed
其实是我自己变了
And he just happened to come at the right time
他只是在对的时间走到了我的身旁
I'm supposed to be in love
我本应该坠入爱河
But I'm numb again
但我不是傻瓜

Whatever it is, it feels like It's laughing at me
不管遗失的是什么 总感觉它在透过双面镜
through the glass of a two-sided mirror
讥讽嘲笑着我
Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me
无论是什么 它就在那里一直在嘲笑着我
And I just wanna scream
我只想声嘶力竭的呐喊

What now? I just can't figure it out
该如何 我已束手无策
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
该如何 也许时间才是解药
What now? Please tell me What now?
该如何 请告诉我 该如何

There's no one to call cause I'm just playing games with them all
我没有一个可以倾诉的朋友 因为我一直在和他们玩名利游戏
The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone
我的表面看似越开心 内心实则越孤独
Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions
因为我悉心准备一切只换来儿戏一场
I can't even get the emotions to come out
积压的情绪都不能发泄出去
Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shoutwww.
被包裹得像干尸 但我只想嘶吼

What now? I just can't figure it out
该如何 我已束手无策
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
该如何 也许时间才是解药
What now? Somebody tell me What now?
该如何 请告诉我 该如何

I don't know where to go
我不知该去向何方
I don't know what to feel
我不知如何去感触
I don't know how to cry
我不知如何去哭泣
I don't know ow ow why
我不知为何会这样
I don't know where to go
我不知该去向何方
I don't know what to feel
我不知如何去感触
I don't know how to cry
我不知如何去哭泣
I don't know ow ow why
我不知为何会这样
I don't know where to go
我不知该去向何方
I don't know what to feel
我不知如何去感触
I don't know how to cry
我不知如何去哭泣
I don't know ow ow why
我不知为何会这样

So what now?
该如何呢