Metabolic

Gone - i couldn't murder your promise
Right before my eyes
The revolutions of my psychosis
Kept me outta the way
Once - inside - all i hold is ash...
Fail - suppressing every feeling
I'm in so much pain
I have every fuckin' right to hate you
I can't take it!

The hardest part was knowing
That i could never be you
Now all i do is sit around
And wish i could forget you
My demise - i took a life worth living and
Made it worth a mockery
I deny - i fold, but they keep on coming
Stop
I'm always ready to die But you're killing me

Who are you to me? who am i to you?
Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence?
By default, you are my only link to the outside
Psychosomatic suicide
Where were you when i was down?
Can you show me a way...
To face everyday with this face - goodbye
My demise - i took a life worth living and
Made it worth a mockery
I deny - i fold, but they keep on coming
Stop
I'm always ready to die But you're killing me
Killing me

When i blur my eyes, they make the whole
World breath - i see you fucking me
And i am absolutely controlly every urge
To mutilate - the one and only answer
So much for memories...
I wanna derss in your insecurities
And be the perfect you - i'm through
I'm out-stretched out for all to loathe
Here we go - the ultimate irony