Camarillas (Bonus Track)

You’re not on my mind
You know that’s a lie
But I have been overthinking again
But not ‘cause of you
You know that’s not true
Nothing I’m saying makes sense
I’m not losing faith
I just don’t relate
Don’t do so well with waiting around
So just let me know
Do I hold or let go?
Please do something

‘Cause all I hear are your camarillas
Compliment the nonsense you’re knitting
Colour in the fillers
Rub you on with rubber love

But they don’t care
That’s not fair
I am aware
I’ve punched up your private parties and more
Here I go again
Dissing your friends
You’ve done the same
But that’s in the past
There’s no one to ask
How long this will last
I’ve shaved the silence
But it keeps growing back
So let it grow a beard
And everyone cheers
‘Cause freedom is wild
And it means … but

Your camarillas
Compliment the nonsense you’re knitting
Colour in the fillers
Rub you on with rubber love

I don’t mean to be rude
I’m not in a mood
And even if I was
Surely that’s only human
Better let it out
A quick scream and shout
Maybe that’s just how we’re different