A Letter to Someone Like You

Why?

Sometimes this beauty is choking me,
But at least it's your hands on my throat
Your lashes brush against my cheek,
Coupled with your breath on my neck
The world around you falls away
And I will still be there
I know my words are like daggers
But they cut me too…

And I am sorry for all the fucked up things
I say I didn't mean it
And I never realized that I can be what I hate

Let's be happy with what we have,
Enjoy the beauty in these days
Sometimes we'll laugh
Sometimes we'll scream
No one said caring was easy

I know there was a time when emotions
Felt like pulling teeth
Sometimes I felt so soulless
I couldn't even look at me
It's pathetic to hate who you are
And it feels like hell to change
But I'll be damned if I push you away

And I am sorry for all the fucked up things
I say I didn't mean it
And I never realized that I can be what I hate

Let's be happy with what we have,
Enjoy the beauty in these days
Sometimes we'll laugh
Sometimes we'll scream
No one said caring was easy

I remember when my dreams were dying
And I damned the sun;
I damned the sun to pieces.
I carved hateful thoughts into my chest,
Then you took my hand
And nothing has ever felt the same.
And nothing, has ever...
Nothing has ever felt the same