Figure.09 (Demo 2002)

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happenin'
It's like nothing I can do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'cause from the infinite words I can say I
Put all pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of setting it free I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

(And now)
(You'll always be right here)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)

I remember when it started happening
I see you n' every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away
I regret saying those things 'cause now I see that I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

(And now)
(You'll always be right here)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

(Get away from me)
Give me my space back you gotta just
(Go)
(You)
I kept it in without letting you
(Know)
I let you go so get away from
(Me)
Give me my space back you gotta just
(Go)
(You)
I kept it in without letting you
(Know)
I let you go

(You'll always be right here)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(lost inside these thoughts of you)
(giving up a part of me)