Gods of Rapture

I feel torn apart
A vile misfit fallen deep into affliction of my hollow mind
The sense of suffocation grows inside my lungs
When I wake into truth I'm back among the blind
The truth of lies
Disenchanting my eyes
How can I survive
I can't stand being alive
Gods of rapture
Enshrouding my eyes
A try to hide
That slowly I die
My past laughs at me
From the other side of negation
Submerged into the flow
The rapids of addiction
Too weak to push it back
A worm without defence
My flesh fading undressing the bones
Behold me naked cadaver exposed
This my abuse
I can't take it no more
The fragile truth sneering at me
With teeth pressed like thrusting nails
Into my head
All my life I regret