Joyriding

i’m not sure what they said
but if it’s true i’ll bet
it’s just one more thing i’ll regret
i hate my weaknesses
they made me who i am
“yea, it’s cool i’ll be ok.”
as i felt your pain wash over me
i dry your eyes and hide my shakes
cause i hate the look that’s on your face
these things inside my head
they never make much sense
so i wouldn’t hold my breath
i hope i die before they save my wretched soul
don’t hang up because i don’t have anyone left here
don’t give up
don’t hang on to anything i’ve said
i hate my weaknesses
they made me who i am
it makes no difference
i’m insignificant
this is not the end for us