Smoke Rings

i never told you what i saw in the dark
i set fire to the person i was
i’m not built for love
i’m not good enough
i’m unappreciative of the air that i breathe
i’m unaware of the blood in my veins
i’ll keep on living
this world keeps on spinning
and you’ll keep on giving me shit til i choke
but at night we face what lies hidden in our hearts
the second hand gets louder and louder
i can’t stand that fucking smile on my face
i hate the sound of my voice when it shakes
the smoke will make your eyes your eyes bleed
you don’t know where i’ve been
you don’t want what i have
you can’t cure me
drugs can’t kill me
love won’t save me from myself