A Faint Illumination

A Faint Illumination - Fragments of Unbecoming
Betraying wisdom towards sheltering of thou.
For I'm not liar - drenching all my past in you.
Building enemies - the ones that scattered me before,
My world on fire - retaliating undone deeds.
My fate - not just words to bring me down,
Aside - melting withered disacceptance.
Eternal struggle, forcing disgust with redemption.
My dead emotions - showing me this black dimension.
Forsaken dreams I bleed - neither that I'm not awaking.
Can't stand the calling - fervant fears that I have doubted,
The soul devoured - surrendering an endless distrust.
Lost all glory - serving no more altered deride.
A Faint Illumination!
Pleasure of the elder ones - fulfilling obedience,
Enlightening shadows - overwhelming lurking pathway.
My tasteful harmony - scourging lifeless superstition.
A life so disagreed, never to be released...
Betraying wisdom towards sheltering of thou .....
Abandoning the sun - I bleed! Abandoning the sun!
Pleasure of the elder ones .....
A Faint Illumination!
Soilent hereby, whispers crawling upwards silent.
Devotion intense, calling from the darkest inwards.
Scattered ease, falling into unborn sorrows.
Illumination - forgotten source of insane wishes.
Abandoning the sun!