Intake

Hold my hands
Yes hold them close so tightly
For so long I have felt this fear
Take deep breaths
Don't give up here just yet
You swear your ending's somewhere near
I was there
Pulling into my driveway
Running straight to the front door
As to see
Her tell my family he had stopped intake long before

After that
A thousand things
Running through my head
Didn't expect it now
No not now
Why it's so soon
Yet i'm still poised and offering
As I tread the living room

You held me higher
Then I thought I could climb
I'd just say no

Guilty me
I treated you like shit
And you were all I ever wanted in me
I owe you it too
Because I miss my last chance to say
That I love you

I caught a glimpse of his legs
Collapsed in black
Leaning over the slaves
A place that I
Used to call home
(Call my home)
In that street
That, house where I came from

Guilty me
I treated you like shit
And you were all I ever wanted in me
I owe you it too
Because I miss my last chance to say
That I love you