Worthless Being

Like worthless meat and bone
I lie in wait
that one day I will wither away

Does anyone realize that they are nothing
Are they so blind?
How the fuck does it feel anyway
to ignore the disease of life
I have never been able to understand
the discomfort and pain of this putrid existence...
this ugly form called humanity
How can you even live with yourself

I don't want to see the light of another day
constantly waking to aching bones
cold skin and corrosive thoughts

No... its essence is suffocating
and degenerating...
breeding contempt for your pathetic excuse of being...