I Hate U, I Love U

I Hate U I Love U - Olivia O'Brien

Feeling used
But I'm
Still missing you
And I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem
To tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her you need her
And I'll never be her
I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you
Fucked around
And got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too and
I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you
You wouldn't like that
I put this reel out
But you wouldn't bite that
I type a text but then
I nevermind that
I got these feelings
But you never mind that
Oh oh keep it on the low
You're still in love with me
But your friends don't know
If u wanted me
You would just say so
And if I were you
I would never let me go
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder
What we could have been
You said you wouldn't
And you fucking did
Lie to me lie with me
Get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks
And all my feelings are
All fucking mixed
Always missing people
That I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges
Just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts
And I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad
That it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night I sing this song
I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her you need her
And I'll never be her
All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl
You've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She's the only thing you've ever seen
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me
I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her you need her
And I'll never be her