Jocelyn Flores

I know you so well so well
I mean I can do anything that he can
I've been pretty
I know you're somewhere somewhere
I've been trapped in my mind girl just holding on
I don't wanna pretend there's something we're nothing
I've been stuck thinking 'bout her I can't hold back
I'm in pain wanna put 10 shots in my brain
I've been tripped by some things I can't change
Suicidal same time I maintain f**k this thing
Get a phone call
Girl that you f**k with killed herself
How is it someone when nobody help
And ever since then man I hate myself
Wanna f**king end it
Pessimistic
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm digging
Having conversations about my haste decisions
F**king sickening
At the same time memory surfaced through the grapevine
But my uncle playing with a slipknot
Post traumatic stress got me f**ked up
Been f**ked up since a couple months they had a nigga locked up
I be feeling pain I be feeling pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same I'm so numb
I be feeling pain I be feeling pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same I'm so numb
I know you so well
I know you so
I mean I can do anything that he can
I've been pretty
I know you so well