I was a living soul just like the rest of you.
A normal guy working nine to five,
Keeping up with the bills because my mother was ill,
I lost track of time.
She lost her fucking mind.
Eventually she died,
I was broken and petrified.
So I drank the medicine tonight,
Bottoms up here’s to my shitty life.
[Chorus]
Where have all my morals gone?
Washed away with the bottle, how did this all go wrong?
(It all went wrong)
It wasn’t my intention but there’s no redemption
For those who take away the lives of innocent.
I’m inebriated, I’m dangerous I can’t. (I can’t live on)
So there’s one in the chamber just waiting for me to end it all.
I drank my sorrows down and poisoned my soul to the core.
I drove away that dreadful night, couldn’t take this life not anymore.
Behind the wheel, the tunnel vision, I couldn’t see them,
85 through the intersection,
My sick transgression, I fucking killed him.
I saw the blood, what had I done?
[Chorus]
Where have all my morals gone?
Washed away with the bottle, how did this all go wrong?
(It all went wrong)
It wasn’t my intention but there’s no redemption
For those who take away the lives of innocent.
I’m inebriated, I’m dangerous I can’t. (I can’t live on)
So there’s one in the chamber just waiting for me to end it all.
It’s come to this:
A pen and paper, a loaded gun.
I can’t live on another day with everything that I’ve done.
Dark has taken all control,
The accident had consequence, I took a father from his girl.
And god can’t even save my soul,
This life I live is barely living, hollow man I have no feelings.
Burn in fires down below,
It’s just what I deserve cause I am evil and despicable.
One shot ready to let go,
I put my finger on the trigger,
Life I want mine to be over.
[Chorus]
Where have all my morals gone?
Washed away with the bottle, how did this all go wrong?
(It all went wrong)
It wasn’t my intention but there’s no redemption
For those who take away the lives of innocent.
I’m inebriated, I’m dangerous I can’t. (I can’t live on)
So there’s one in the chamber just waiting for me to end it all.
There’s one in the chamber,
Waiting for me just to end it all.
End it all!
My mother is gone, so I guess I’ll just leave this is for whoever finds me.
All I can really say is I’m sorry.
I can’t live with myself with what I’ve done.
I can’t take the guilt, and the pain, the emptiness.
It’s all just too much.
I’m hollow.
I can’t take life anymore.
